Sunday, December 12, 2004

God didn't send an angel

Dear God, I sincerely seek Your forgiveness. I haven't been blogging these few weeks and it's not because of any valid excuse, I just wasted my time on other worldy stuff. I need a spiritual check-up to examine my condition of my soul. Sorry, God.

On 4th of Dec, I was back at Singapore after an enriching trip at Sarawak. If I had a choice, I would be more than delighted to stay there. However, I can't. I have no choice, I have to be accountable for my sheep in Singapore.

When I was back, at the very doorstep of my house, I discovered that I didn't have keys to enter. Furthermore, I have been stocking up my egested waste near its exit for almost 1 and a 1/2 days. Whenever the thought of home or the comfortable feeling of home seeps into my heart, I would feel a need to relieve myself. It comes naturally, I need not any fibre to boost my bowel movements. I guess it's a God-given comfort. SO, I was at my very doorstep with this burning desire to sit on the throne. There was serious a burning within me, physical burn because of my tummyache. I was desperate to seek relief. Help, God! I prayed. To reveal my desperation, my first prayer was asking God for the power to open my locked door miraclously.
Didn't work. If it happened, wow. I will add it to one of my greatest testimonies of God's miracles. I was hanging on there, holding back the "floodgates". "Oh Sovereign God, I trust You that You didn't want me to break into my house. I trust that You will deliver me."Amen.

The lift door opened. Hurray! I was expecting my brother to come home. Well, ironically not. It was my neighbour. She was a lady in her sixties. Kind-hearted lady. She saw that I had a queasy look and asked if I need to use the washroom. I glady accepted her invitation. I rushed into her house, headed to where I was supposed to and sold all my stocks. Made a huge pile of "relief".

Thank You, Father for answering my prayers. I love You. Well, my God is a creative God. He has many ways of deliverance. He didn't do any miraclous signs or send me an angel. However, He did the most simple thing of sending someone to help me. For this, I'm truly grateful and I would personally view this as a miracle myself.

P.S :=) People, God is real.Amen.

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